The beginning to our own by DragiceRyudo, literature
Literature
The beginning to our own
Thus the creation of a world for man. Begin with waters that shall encompass its whole. Then the land which shall sink into these waters and the like float upon them. Then the air, which shall surround the sea and the land alike, holding them in an inescapable embrace. Finally the world shall need a sun, a flame unlike any before, to keep this new creation warm, so that all other manner of life I have created may yet still thrive without me. This world will need be populated with the gift of the life I have created. I shall leave this task in whole to my final creations. Those angels, who shall exist here in this home beyond worlds, yet separ
It had been days now. I don't know why but this dulldrum has been maddening lately. Before he took me away every day was like this. Every day was the same. Never changing, never exciting. I did dream though. Before I was taken form my home I dreamed anytime I could, about anything but home. Anything to make my life fantastic. Now though when I dream at night, those fantastic worlds and people I'd created seem dull and empty. All the things my mind creates, and everything it allows me to do, they leave me feeling hollow still. Then I look at the life I have now, the life I was taken away too and at the moment, it depresses me. Right at this mo
"I can't even begin to tell you how upsetting you are, you just don't seem to understand in the slightest what makes one of the so called cursed ones. Christ I can't even imagine a time when someone has become so warped and disregarded the elegance of our persuasion more than you. It simply boggles my mind to be left conversing with anyone as simple as you and yet I find myself unable to articulate the amount on disgust I feel at you inability to properly convey us."
"Does that mean you're a vampire?" The bit of trembling in his throat is incredibly amusing to me at this point.
"Yes and no." The conversation had gone from my ludicrous insen
Slowly the pool around him grew. In his mind he was laughing, houh no sound escaped his lips.
'I wonder, truly, if this is a fitting end for me, or if this is instead ironic.'
The first shimmering rays crept over the horizon, as his mouth managed a smile. Surely his finly moments could be spent bemused at his luck.
'I suppose now it truly is irony.'
He allowed his eyes to close, resting his mind , and allowing the darkness to take him,. Slowly it enveloped him, beckoning him to the blackened silence of death.
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Light came, filtered through thick dark cu
Drop of water, in a sea of red by DragiceRyudo, literature
Literature
Drop of water, in a sea of red
It was held jut inches above the surface, the water covering his hand flowing ever closer to his fingertips, threatening to drip onto the lucid fluid that covered his body.
He spoke silent words aloud, making the room almost echo despite the lack of resonance. With each drop that fell slowly the color seeped into the water, dying it a darker and darker shade, until his form became stained incarnadine. A light smile formed over his face as he ran his hand through the substance. It was thicker now, and had scent to it. Cupping is palms, he lifted a small pool up to his mouth, drinking it.
He smiled ot himself complacently, as he turned his he
Ashes to ashes,
Dust to dust,
Earth to earth.
All those bodies that have been committed,
Farewell.
All those souls that wander still,
I hope to see you once more.
All those souls that have found love and passed on,
I bid you goodbye my friends.
All those souls that roam, whom I will never see again,
I weep for you.
I know you all, no matter.
I shall keep you all, regardless.
I will forget you all, never.
Even after I'm committed as well.
Ashes to ashes,
Dust to dust,
Earth to earth.
I was terrified. More than that. I was experiencing a form of fear I could have never imagined.
It had nothing to do with the knife at my breast. It had nothing to do with the had slowly tightening around my neck. It had nothing to do with my captor at all.
It was the look that came from him. The one I had been with for what seemed like forever. The one I had come to depend on to exist. I one I had had my life placed in the possession of.
It cut through me, and it wasn't even me in his sights. I had no idea if he even knew I was there, until he said what he did.
"Leave her be." I hadn't thought I could be more fearful, until he spoke. I
"What is the worth of your soul?"
Rolling plains and highest peak.
"What do you mean?"
Grass and barring hills.
"What would you take for your soul?"
Flourished trees on the forest path.
"Please I don't understand."
Peaks of white and a land of dust.
"If you don't know, it's not worth much."
Blazing heat of endless sea.
"What do you want from me?"
Swallowing sands will take you.
"I will buy it then with my graces."
Shimmering moonlight gleam.
"What do you plan to do?"
Reflection gone unseen.
"I will swiftly end you."
Beads upon a furrowed brow.
"Surely you wouldn't... NO!"
Browned plants do not resent
"Our business is compl
The beginning to our own by DragiceRyudo, literature
Literature
The beginning to our own
Thus the creation of a world for man. Begin with waters that shall encompass its whole. Then the land which shall sink into these waters and the like float upon them. Then the air, which shall surround the sea and the land alike, holding them in an inescapable embrace. Finally the world shall need a sun, a flame unlike any before, to keep this new creation warm, so that all other manner of life I have created may yet still thrive without me. This world will need be populated with the gift of the life I have created. I shall leave this task in whole to my final creations. Those angels, who shall exist here in this home beyond worlds, yet separ
Wondered on what's never been
seeking what I might have seen
and knowing truth beyond the gleam.
I knew only what was believed
entering sight and thought concieved
a lot never then recieved.
Response sought out in art
hoping contact within your heart
despite the realist shot of dart.
My truth comes from not above
spreading white like sun through dove
wings to hold all I love.
The strength of mine is held in vice
tightened with the malice of nice
still all I would sacrifice.
A man still I will be
but gaurd foremost before thee
and lover too could you see.
Forever is my love for you
yet never show my feelings true
I'd live n
Seeing now the end of Time,
loss of reason thought and mind
I see the remnants before me.
Destroyed have I everything,
allowing much the swan to sing
Nothing now to see.
Struck easily out of rage,
Breaking out of the cage
Saddened shall I be.
Time has passed before our eyes,
the ocean made without surprise
destruction was the key.
Stubborn with my integrity,
till she willed it from me
it brought about the end.
I from first to be the last,
away from me a seed was cast.
a spawns decree I'd send.
But in thruth this time,
a cry like chime
an act I could not mend.
From within my thought,
a break I'd bought
for sanity could n
Surely there was once a time
and not the happy sort
which bor the brunt of people
who had little to do but die.
Of course this could only be becaue
of the fact that none of them were grown
and instead the were all children
without home or family.
On and off they'd thought awhile
on whether or not they would be able
upon the end to meet someone
who would care enough for them.
As it stood the only thing they new was eachother
for left had anyone of worldly worth
so far as it concerned them
and only children with no siblings remained.
A group was formed and talk did they
death and live the subjects
after death discussions held
I must apologize. I'm not really thinking very clearly at the moment. You see I didn't really have a choice, but it has still caused me mental trauma. Even knowing it's really nothing more than an improved instinct, as well as an irrational deep set irregularity, it does not prevent it from being hard to deal with. When you couple that with the fact that I've just cut open my own chest and have to let it heal, I'm not in any place to care how I sound. I know I'll live, whether I like it or not I'm not sure, however it takes a lot more damage than this to be anywhere near fatal. Now don't get me wrong, I'm only telling you this to distract mys
Unto the my master I have but another already, to whom I cannot be allowed to leave. I am fearful of him, and there is no way for me to be here. I am afraid that you will need another, for there is nothing from me you may have. It is all gone from me, and there is no longer a way I may take it back. Allow me to be as I am, and do not take these goods. I am troubled by this, but I will not allow it upon you or myself. I must be able to belong to only the one whom already owns me. Because he cannot share me with anyone. There are no chances for you to have me. I am what I am, owned by another from whom you cannot steal. Allow yourself another.
I can't understand why I do.
There's never a reason.
It comes and it goes.
When I feel it I either allow it or repress it.
It depends on the place.
The tears that fall, do they have a choice?
Was there cause?
There weren't any thought's or feelings.
It just rushed upon me and then there were.
But only the feelings of sad and need.
Need to cry, and sad doing so.
No justification or explaination.
What is it's purpose?
I don't when I should.
Only when there's no purpose in them.
Does it matter?
Am I broken beyond need to understand?
I don't think I should care.
If I didn't It'd make more sense.
Than it would be just a random o
The weight of our steps by DragiceRyudo, literature
Literature
The weight of our steps
We walk, slowly, amoungst nature.
We go along, not carng where we are.
We know, so long it will be us.
Until it isn't any longer.
I fear this feeling so.
I know, what there is to know.
But it doesn't matter.
I can't stop it.
And I can't keep you here.
But there will be someone.
Somewhere else.
That will be waiting to take me in.
We can only hope I find them.
I can't stop believing,
But I won't go out of my way.
That's just how I am.
Horrible, I keep walking,
Though now our paths have split.
Devided we walk along.
You've chosen to carry on.
I was left though.
Now I'm heavy.
Each step feels weighed down.
Instead of the na
What is seen within a field of blue?
Can you see the black under it?
Or does the sun reflect to brightly on the surface?
Is it laughable?
I seek only a comfort within the eyes around me.
I cannot give it back to them.
Maybe I'll find a way.
Or maybe I'll find myself in the eyes of another.
It doesn't matter to me which.
I've accepted myself and find comfort in the blackness.
I'll never be at risk there, because I cannot fall.
Those at the bottom, have no room left below.
But my comfort comes from a depth, neither at the bottom, or at the surface.
I rest in the middle of this ocean.
Below the light that penatrate.
Above the bott
You know, hindsight isn't really all the much clearer. Sure if you obsess about something that happened, it will turn out that way, but otherwise it depends on how well you remember things. I can remember almost nothing so far as my childhood. Despite the theories of infantile amnesia, I really remember less than half my life in event form, let alone in detail. I do remember the third day I saw her though. I can't remember the first, because in my head it was a chance meeting and in coincidental. I recall what we did, in what order, but that's the extent of the detail. See, kind of sad. Anyway, from that point on I remember I've remembered wh
It had been days now. I don't know why but this dulldrum has been maddening lately. Before he took me away every day was like this. Every day was the same. Never changing, never exciting. I did dream though. Before I was taken form my home I dreamed anytime I could, about anything but home. Anything to make my life fantastic. Now though when I dream at night, those fantastic worlds and people I'd created seem dull and empty. All the things my mind creates, and everything it allows me to do, they leave me feeling hollow still. Then I look at the life I have now, the life I was taken away too and at the moment, it depresses me. Right at this mo
College is fun, as long as your not taking chemistry.
What a horrible topic that is.
Damn good thing I never wanted to be a chemist or all of my dream would have been shot down by the horrible classes.
On the flipside, chemistry lab is fun.
Yeah.
Oh well, anyway I've updated at least once since I put in my last journal entry.
I'm feeling alright.
I hope everyone is have a good time in comparison to the worst thing they can think of.
I've been sick for so long with so much stuff.
that was no fun.
But I just pumped out a chapter, and even typed it up, and have another one started.
I'm feeling good.
That's all I had to say beside my normal complaint that I wish people read stuff. Haha.
If anyone is wondering why I've only just now favorite some of their older things its because I just kept them all in my little deviation warning thing... and I decided it was too long so I favorited all of the ones I really wanted to see whenever and decided I could suck it up and go through the galleries, that;s also why for the most part there are no multi sectional pieces in my favorites... so I'd see them all in order by going through the gallery. My mood refers to my being sick.
Thank you very much for putting me on your watch list.
If you take care not to tread too far back in my gallery I shouldn't disapoint too much with my lack of any kind of editing.
Erm...
*hands you cookies*
I think I'm going to rummage through your gallery now.
Take Care and Have a great day!
Bonnie